get to know me
Background
Now I'm sure you're wondering how a small town (very vanilla small town) girl raised in a strict Catholic household winds up amidst such a life of debauchery and depravity. I grew up in an extremely conservative home in an extremely conservative town in the middle of nowhere Massachusetts. My parents refused to even discuss puberty with Me, let alone anything pertaining to sex. Remember that American Girl puberty book every millennial or Gen Z girl got growing up? Yeah well, they ripped the page about periods clean out of mine. I was taught abstinence, never sexual education or how to protect Myself. I was taught to stay far away from boys. Pleasure was a sin. Female pleasure? Nonexistent. I was never allowed to freely or openly express My gender or sexuality conflicts without the threat of serious repercussions. But as the saying goes: strict parents create sneaky kids which I am absolutely a living product of.
The sexual oppression I faced just further piqued My curiosity, inspired My sneakiness, and fueled an overwhelming desire to learn more through My own experiences. From a very young age I had a prevalent fascination, obsession even, with the human body and its inner workings. As soon as I was old enough to have a vague semblance of what sex was, I needed to know EVERYTHING about how we function as primal sexual beings. And not just the vanilla; I knew pretty early on that I was interested in things that I had never really heard people talk about in real life and only had ever seen or heard about online. Things you'd only have seen in your dad's old hardcore DVD stash. This got Me into a lot of trouble and unfortunately put Me in a lot of dangerous positions, especially once I got into sex work at the ripe age of 18. I felt dirty and shameful, like it wasn't normal to be attracted to certain people or certain things. I always felt like the black sheep of My family and community. It took me YEARS of shadow work and therapy to break away from that inner shame and stigma that had been engrained into Me for so long. I have now made it My main priority to help others overcome those similar feelings of guilt, oppression, shame. I aim to support people in their journeys to honor their true and authentic selves. My career in sex work has further facilitated My ability to achieve that.
While most teenage girls dreamed of becoming nurses or lawyers, I fantasized about power, wealth, and being well known and well respected, particularly by men who had otherwise bullied or walked all over Me My whole life. I never wanted to be a powerless Woman with no voice or platform. I wanted to conquer the world and smash all of the glass ceilings presented to Me. I rejected and redefined My taught definition of what it meant to be a feminine entity in the modern world. I've always felt the need to be in control and it was always resented when I didn't have the proper outlet to utilize that control. I always loved being the center of attention. I idolized pornstars, models, sex activists instead of the usual teeny bopper boy bands. I knew THAT was the lifestyle I aspired to be a part of. In 8th grade health class, I was the only kid who didn't laugh at the word "penis" or "vagina"; I actually wanted to understand the human sexual anatomy and how to use it in pleasurable ways. I aimed to learn how to have an orgasm and give other people orgasms, so much so that I did extensive research on the topic through articles, book, and videos (and of course My own disappointing experiences and trial and error). I learned very early on that majority of porn was not an accurate representation of real sexual encounters and felt the need to do something to remedy that. I embodied and embraced My ability to reclaim My negative sexual experiences and oppressive view on sexuality.
Everything I learned about My body, My autonomy, My sexuality, and My kinks came from the internet, My peers, and My own sexual exploration - A LOT of sexual exploration. I had a lot of both mind-blowing and regrettable experiences along the way, but all of them were memorable and remain fresh in My mind. It was the learning experience I needed to evolve into who I've become today. Combined with the inability to work a civilian job due to chronic illness and the human need for basic survival, I took My leap into the industry shortly after my 18th birthday. Eight years later, I never could have possibly fathomed how far I'd come in My endeavors and I am eternally grateful for all the ways I continue to blossom and succeed. Not only in My work, but in My own personal sexual awakening.
Experience
I'm celebrating eight beautiful years in the adult industry and BDSM scene. My odyssey began in full service sex work and sugaring. After about two and a half years of this and the types of encounters I had, I quickly decided this was not the path that best suited My passions. I do however appreciate the valuable lessons FSSW instilled in Me and don't feel as though I would be where I am today without those lessons. The online sex work climate was really ramping up at this time. I found Myself soon deeply enveloped in the world of independent content creation primarily inspired by the Snapchat premium boom. Creating and selling content ignited a sense of confidence and empowerment in Me that I had never experienced before. Although the climate is vastly different today, I've managed to build a platform for Myself as an independent content creator ever since.
I am incredibly fortunate to have mentored and trained under some well respected providers in the community who have had a wealth of knowledge and wisdom to impart on Me. Through some very powerful influences, I discovered My enthusiasm for BDSM, Female Domination, and all things fetishism. Five years ago I decided to make the complete shift from FSSW and vanilla online content to Professional Domination. I've attained My skills through mentoring, workshops, courses, demonstrations, independent research, and personal practice. I didn't begin marketing Myself as a ProDomme until about three years ago when I felt worthy enough of the title. Since then I've had so many magical experiences with so many memorable souls, including satisfied returning clients and other industry professionals. I still spend every single day finding ways to improve My craft and expand My expertise to be the best provider I'm capable of being.
In April 2024, I became the youngest hire at a prestigious one of its kind phone sex companies called PepLove (described in further detail on the next page). It has been an honor to since become a leading lady and find My forever home with the remarkable team of ladies at PEP. I believe it has truly been a testament to My success in My career thus far.
I finally chose to make My debut in the professional porn scene with Blush Erotica VR in 2024. My first scene was a solo virtual reality scene that you can find on the BEVR website. I'm still dipping My toes into the waters with professional production companies but will soon be venturing into other very exciting professional avenues. In the meantime, I continue to create high quality content on independent platforms for your viewing pleasure.
I am now pursuing a PhD in Psychology with a focus in human sexuality and gender studies with the hopes to broaden My arsenal of preexisting knowledge and to one day open My own sex therapy practice. I dream to be able to continue to help others unlock their true potential as sexual beings. I am also putting in the hours to become a certified hypnotherapist to help others explore and heal their sexual trauma through hypnosis and officially add erotic hypnosis to My toolbox.
My Approach
My versatility speaks volumes for itself. My style of Domination combines education, psychology, and deep physiological aspects. I incorporate the perfect balance of sadism, cerebral qualities, sensory stimulation, fetishism, and sensualism to take you to new heights of ecstasy you never imagined possible. My approach includes all characteristics of the physical and psychological being to create an ethereal out of body experience. Ever so gently bringing you to the brink and nudging you gently over the ledge you're teetering on for Me.
I strive to infiltrate the most profound fragments of your psyche, pick you apart piece by tiny piece, and reprogram you to embrace who you are in the deepest depths of your core being. I can be a cruel, devious, and unrelenting creature in the most enticing of ways. Or a tender and nurturing maternal figure whose approval you strive to earn. Whether you crave a mean Mistress, harsh authoritarian, sexy seductress, sweet Mommy Domme, strict teacher, an overly invasive nurse, or something that airs on the side of sensuality, I effortlessly shapeshift to take on any Dominant role to fit your needs during our time together. No fantasy is unfathomable or out of reach.
I am SO much more than the titles I market Myself as. This is so much more than a career for Me. This is My entire livelihood and something I've been passionate about for as long as I can possibly remember. I view Myself as not only a BDSM provider but an informed trauma healer, therapist, intimacy counselor, lifestyle coach, a well versed conversationalist, attentive listener, a friend, a companion, a confidant, an escape, a shame free refuge to make all of those guilty pleasures that live in your head come to fruition. My clients entrust their safety and wellbeing in Me and I consider that with the highest possible integrity. I prioritize the discretion and confidentiality of every individual I have the pleasure of interacting with.
I welcome all walks of life regardless of race, gender, status, or age (so long as you're at least 18) with open arms. All experience levels from novice to expert have a place with Me. We can go at your desired pace.